IM CRAZY! I'll say that much now. I put someone in the hospital. She was suicidal and I did what I call "Whispering in their ear". She cut her wrists almost beyond repair. I call it population control. I have three sphycholigically trained doctors and am on four different medications. None of which has even put a dent into my mind. The thing with me is I'm self aware and yet keep going on how I am. That makes it near impossible for anyone to help me. I see things now. Theres a giant, black winged, angel fo death kind of creature that follows me around. I'm guessing its my guardian angel from Hell. My master is protecting me for when I take the plunge. I'm never going to see the graces of heaven. My mind has created soemthing. I can see a metal/skeletal/sharp figure forming around my body, but only i can see it. It seems powerful.