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[P]Psycho's poetry
10.05.02, 05:08:20
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The Voices
What are these voices?These voices that I hear..They make me cautious and full of fear..I hear them occasionally..Calling out in my head..Forever dangling are thoughts of the dead..Why do they speak to me?Have I been chosen?It freaks me out and makes me frozen to hear the voices of the dead in my head..They speak unto me deep yet unclear..These voices I hear are of something fierce..What are they saying?Should I be scared?I am praying that they will go away but somehow they reappear..The end of the day is near..I fear the voices will revisit me tonight..They will mumble these words that will give me a fright and yet again I will be up all night.. |
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Faith in God
10.08.02, 02:46:37
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I sit in my broken down trailer today
Thinking why things have to be this way
Wishing it will all just go away but then comes another day
Working for nothing to put food in my stomach
It's enough to make a grown man vomit
Getting hasseled by bill collectors
Working for pennies like Cuban defectors
Wishing it will all just go away but then comes another day
Just got evicted by the landlord
He served me a notice on my frontdoor
Didnt have the balls to tell me face to face
Im a man with nothing to lose I have falling from grace
Wishing it will all just go away but then comes another day
Im losing my faith in God
Im thinking he is fraud
If he loves me so much then why does he make me live this life
I wish he would just let me die
I think I will just get high
Grab my shotgun and aim it towards the sky
Say **** you God and take my life
Then I think to myself, what difference would it make
Even in death I will still be awake
Wishing it will all just go away but then comes another day
I had a brush with death today
Got into a wreak and almost fried
Inside the car there I lie
Beatin and battered but still alive
Then I saw him in the sky
Smiling down on me, it made me cry
The image of him was so devine
He winked at me and I winked back
To think that I almost died
I was saved by the creater who appeared in the sky
This life is worth living,I thought as I cried
Wishing it never goes away
Thankful to see another day |
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Murder burns a man's soul
Turns it the color of charcoal
Leaves a mark that can't be erased
It darkens your heart
Theres no stopping when you first start
Part of an addiction your just taking your part
The law ain't stopping ****
God has called it quits
Were falling into a bottomless pit
It gets darker on the way down
There's no more light around
No more feeling safe and sound
The world is falling apart
We have destroyed all the good
We have burned our hearts
All the greatness that once stood
Has vanished into the dark
I try to forget about it and stand strong
But if everything was cool then why would I write this damn Poem? |
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| ................Wierd............... |
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Im tired of pumping oxygen into my chest
My ****ed up life wont let me rest
Constant headaches and emotional stress
It's like im on this endless quest
God has put me to the ultimate test
My life is one big mess
All I want is a little less
A little bit of nothing is eternal bliss
Hearts filled with emptiness
This pain seems endlessness
This poem is not finished yet.. |
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| That is so deep! For once I have no witty remark to spout. Great writting Josh The Psycho! |
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In the end,every heart returns to the darkness whence it came. You see,darkness is the hearts true essence.
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New sig under way.......
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My poetry writing days are over..
Maybe one day I will get really bored and finish my last poem.. |
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Murder burns a man's soul
Yep. For both the murderer and the victim. o_O; |
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| poetry is more than attempting to rhyme at every sentence.... |
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"And they that resist shall recieve to themselves eternal damnation"
-Romans xiii 2
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When I was young me and my mama had beef
Seventeen years old kicked out on the streets
Though back at the time, I never thought I'd see her face
Ain't a woman alive that could take my mama's place
Suspended from school; and scared to go home, I was a fool
with the big boys, breakin all the rules
I shed tears with my baby sister
Over the years we was poorer than the other little kids
And even though we had different daddy's, the same drama
When things went wrong we'd blame mama
I reminice on the stress I caused, it was hell
Huggin on my mama from a jail cell
And who'd think in elementary?
Heeey! I see the penitentiary, one day
And runnin from the police, that's right
Mama catch me, put a whoopin to my backside
And even as a crack fiend, mama
You always was a black queen, mama
I finally understand
for a woman it ain't easy tryin to raise a man
You always was committed
A poor single mother on welfare, tell me how ya did it
There's no way I can pay you back
But the plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated
Lady...
Don't cha know we love ya? Sweet lady
Dear mama
Place no one above ya, sweet lady
You are appreciated
Don't cha know we love ya?
Now ain't nobody tell us it was fair
No love from my daddy cause the coward wasn't there
He passed away and I didn't cry, cause my anger
wouldn't let me feel for a stranger
They say I'm wrong and I'm heartless, but all along
I was lookin for a father he was gone
I hung around with the Thugs, and even though they sold drugs
They showed a young brother love
I moved out and started really hangin
I needed money of my own so I started slangin
I ain't guilty cause, even though I sell rocks
It feels good puttin money in your mailbox
I love payin rent when the rent's due
I hope ya got the diamond necklace that I sent to you
Cause when I was low you was there for me
And never left me alone because you cared for me
And I could see you comin home after work late
You're in the kitchen tryin to fix us a hot plate
Ya just workin with the scraps you was given
And mama made miracles every Thanksgivin
But now the road got rough, you're alone
You're tryin to raise two bad kids on your own
And there's no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated
Lady...
Don't cha know we love ya? Sweet lady
And dear mama
Place no one above ya, sweet lady
You are appreciated
Don't cha know we love ya?
Pour out some liquor and I reminsce, cause through the drama
I can always depend on my mama
And when it seems that I'm hopeless
You say the words that can get me back in focus
When I was sick as a little kid
To keep me happy there's no limit to the things you did
And all my childhood memories
Are full of all the sweet things you did for me
And even though I act craaazy
I gotta thank the Lord that you made me
There are no words that can express how I feel
You never kept a secret, always stayed real
And I appreciate, how you raised me
And all the extra love that you gave me
I wish I could take the pain away
If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day
Everything will be alright if ya hold on
It's a struggle everyday, gotta roll on
And there's no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated
Lady...
Don't cha know we love ya? Sweet lady
And dear mama
Place no one above ya, sweet lady
You are appreciated
Don't cha know we love ya? |
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dont do it an an others forum!!!!!!!
*moves* (i wish) |
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| I was right...JTP would come back |
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(thanks Phyxius and mechanicpunx!)
