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Default  [P] Slacker's Madd Rymes
09.25.02, 18:43:56
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This is where you will have the privlege of having a glimpse into the mind of the great lyrical genious that i am. in other words i will be sharing with you some poems in here. some of these poems may not be pretty but they reflect on real life and please do not reply if u have somthing negative to say. i will also post some of my songs here as well since a poem is basicaly a song without music. I will be marking songs [s] and poems [P]

My Everything [P]

Everyday haunting me
everyday your standing there
everyday beating me
everyday smiling there
everyday raping me
everyday you're beutiful and fare
yet i can't shake the thoughts of pain
how my love for you internaly makes me insane
and everyday burying myself in self-shame
kiling me
internaly
with the anxst of my desire
and your love encumbered by distaste only adding fuel to the fire
and yet you stand there smiling
your hairing blowing in the wind
the sum of everything i hold dear
everything i fear
everything i love
everything i can't stand
everything i value
good and bad
my opposite
my everything
my compadre
my enemy
my lover
my stressor
my source of feelings manufactured and sincere
my saviour who made everything clear
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random banter here

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Default  09.26.02, 19:19:12
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Cold [p]

Afraid
unpaved
persuade
you fade
fear
queer
unnatual
here
hate
fate
quaint
too late
fire
desire
inquire
hopes and dreams
fight
night
the hight
no light
here
there
everywhere
poles
so cold
it unfolds
my soul

Again [s]

its all the same
this is so lame
playing these games
consuming all blame
again again
theres nothing to say
just like yesterday
you turn away
always you stray again again

i'm feeling it rising
something inside is dying
slowly its rising
taking over again! (again)

so turn away
nothings ok
nothing is fine
you were never mine

you turn your head
like everything is grand
like everything i said
meant nothing
and every damn day
you look away
and i'm left here
with nothing

i'm feeling it rising
something inside is dying
slowly its rising
taking over again! (again)

so turn away
nothings ok
nothing is fine
replaying over in my mind (my mind my mind)

WHY!
WHY!
WHY WHY WHY
WHY WHY WHY

WHY must it haunt me
WHY must you blame me
WHY must you turn your head
at everything i said
WHY must you plague me
WHY must you hate me
WHY must you fill my head
with thoughts of you
BEING DEAD!

so turn AWAY!
nothings OK!
nothing IS FINE!
you were never mine
so turn AWAY!
nothings OK!
nothing IS FINE!
replaying over in my mind
so turn AWAY!
nothings OK!
nothing is fine
I F****in HATE YOU!!!
HATE YOU!
HATE YOU!
HATE YOU!

i'm feeling it rising
something inside is dying
slowly its rising
taking over again
i'm feeling it rising
somthing inside is dying
slowly its rising
**** here we go again
again
again
again
here we go again

WHY!
WHY!
WHY!
WHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

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Default  09.29.02, 17:17:30
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yearning [P] (not one of my greatest works obviously i just wrote it just now spontaneously as it came to mind)

whats the point of caring
whats the point of sharing
whats the point of loving
its all endles chains the invetiably leads back to hating
whats the point
why even care
why should i be forced to deal with all this
all this pain
all this ****
all this tradegy
all this grief
this so called love
is it worth the grief
worth the stress
worth the pain
for i am exhausted
inside i'm slain
and when i'm gone
will i look back
will i regret
is that how i wanna act
for that is when
it all comes together
that final moment
when it seems that is was all for somthing
knowing that all the bull****
wasn't for nothing
and i'll look up
and finaly smile
knowing that it
was all worth while
and you'll be there
and i'll be free
and happily ever after will no longer be a fantasy

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Default  10.04.02, 15:56:53
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Fades Away [s]

running down the abandoned alley
that is my shattered life
what do i do now i'm so lost
i need somthing concrete
but no one's ever there


they said their love was unconditional
but that was said under the condition that i was their kin
they would speak of how i was so special
but if i wasn't related to them
i would just be another face in the crowd
they wouldn't look twice
they wouldn't give a damn
just another punk kid taking up space

everything is such a blur
everyday slipping further and further away
why am i here
should i give a f***
i reach out for somthing to grasp
but it fades away

and now have i reached the end of the road
it seems like a dead end this time
no where to run no where to hide
cornered by the hell of my shadows
as the light hits the shadows f***
its me its me

everything is such a blur
everyday slipping further and further away
why am i here
should i give a f***
i reach out for somthing to grasp
but it fades away

f*** it i'll face my demons
life sucks deal with it this time
as every one runs through the flames of hatred and violence
this time i'll just give in
i'm tired of running
there's no where to hide
i just want to be safe but no one is there
no one is there
no one is there

F***!
no one no one no one is ever there
no one no one no one is ever there
**** not again i reach for a friend but no one is there
no one is there no one's ever there

everything is such a blur
everyday slipping further and further away
why am i here
should i give a f***
i reach out for somthing to grasp
but it fades away
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Default  10.06.02, 19:18:34
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Understanding [P]

you don't even know
you couldn't understand
the pain in my head
everything i said
but what do you expect
what are you hiding
why all the pain
why all the lying
why must we live this way
ruled by expectations of ancient sayings
barred by fear of failure and shame
disgraced and decayed by verbal rapings
and what does it do to me
nothing you could possibly see
to put ease to the internal fire
nothing could take me higher
nothing can relieve the pain
nowhere to hide but can't retire
can't just run
can't escape
cornered by shadows of love and hate
for there is no happiness
without tradegy
no light
not encumbered by shadows
those are the cold equations
that make our hell
that make our life
that set our fate
that pave our path
that make it too late
for us to care
for us to see the light
for this light
does not exist
till the end of the seemingly endless tunnel
enshrouded by dark deafening concrete walls
and peering down the desolate plain
i wonder why
but there is no answer
why even wonder
if we would know
could we
if we did know
would we want to
screw the wondering
damn the fate
live it up
dismiss the too late
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Default  10.06.02, 19:32:53
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I illuminate,
time to fumigate lines with pesticide
and step inside of your mind leaving your rhymes petrified.

It's Coppernicus
with murderous verses worded with shurikens,
put merciless persons in hearse churches and tourniquets.

I'm spitting documents that tear skulls,
I'm like a mixture between an octopus and were-wolf.

I'm a lunatic,
due to this ludacris computer glitch,
I have satan in my basement, nailed to a crucifix.

Josh is morphing
into Dr. Kevorkian
and locking your torso in a coffin with scorpians.

I hope you're listening,
cause I'll still sell a million records only doing background noises like Timbaland. (ficket, ficket..)

That **** is fraudulent,
wearing a spiked body suit I'll stage dive into the audience.

And mold the mic
into a proto-type poultergiest
that multiplies to pulverize skulls and spines with frozen spikes.

The stegasaur
metamorphs
metaphor
sentence swords,
with megazord
predators
that send you towards heavens doors.

My penis shoots lasers that burn the moon.
I'll kidnap your girlfriend and weave her in a sperm cacoon.

Soliloquy symphonies,
with simile guillotines,
deliver killer wilderbeats to rip emcees to smitherines.

So who's ready to bathe in my stool?
I got rappers switching to *****es like Ja-Rule.

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Default  10.08.02, 13:50:55
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that wuz kool but ur supposed 2 post ur own thread instead of other poeple's *points u 2 shinra mantion rules thread*
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Default  10.11.02, 17:37:31
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U OK?

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Default  10.12.02, 21:17:42
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nice SS...anix, youre supposed to make your own thread and post your poems in there...not post poems in someone else's thread...lol
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