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Getting my time back
09.16.02, 22:10:09
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| well about a year and a half ago i had an incident involving the cops and a bridge and pot. its a long story and you don't wanna know the specifics. i haven't smoked pot since. i thought it would only be a short time thing but it just lasted and lasted. it was half because of my concience to all the people that didn't want me to smoke. a lot of that was my ex girlfriend whom made me quit smoking and drinking. then out of the blue she dumped me. well i still had my hopes we will get back together but now i know we won't. yesterday my brother was giving me a ride back up to school with a friend of his and they were talking about all the crazy times they had in high school. i didn't have many crazy times to look back on fondly after i quit smoking and drinking. and to this day i still can't smoke up. my conscience kicks in and i just can't do it. i want my ****ing fun back. screw it i am just gonna drink my self stupid every weekend. believe me i will get my time to have fun back. i guess to make a point to this topic, has this ever happened to anyone else? like have you ever lost time on someone and you wish you just had done what you wanted to do? |
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this may hurt a little but its something you'll get used to..................
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| First,you dont need to be drunk to have fun. I find it to be weakness not a strength. Dont let it get to you. It takes great will to stop. Keep it up. As for your question,I fell in love with a girl that only saw me as a friend. I tried for years to prove myself to her. To no avail. Now that I look back,and understand what a idiot Ive been. Im better of. |
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has this ever happened to anyone else?
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No, I've never been so drab and so ignorant to resort to commiting a slow painful suicide because all my memories aren't tainted with vomit and psychadelic bears. I don't know how you get fun from intoxication. Every time I hear a story about one of my friends getting drunk or high, it only sounds like they sat around and acted like an ass. I just assume the only reason they found it so funny at the time was because they were wasted. I don't see how you plan on recovering memories from getting drunk and stoned. Isn't that supposed to KILL braincells? |
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well then i have proven i have the strength not to do it. now i don't want to be strong anymore. to quote sublime, "a 40oz. to freedom is the only chance i have, to feel good even though i feel bad". well i feel bad, but i will be feelin good this weekend.  |
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| You mistake strength for intelligence. To hell with it though. Can't help someone who doesn't want it. I'm curious as to why you even posted this in the first place now, if there's no changing your mind that is. I'm just going to have to assume this alcoholic sob story was a cry for attention, something you're probobly deeply deprived of. Alcohol is a depressant, you will not be feeling happy this weekend. |
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| Your not going to help youself by ripping yourself beyond reality. Booze is only for the weak and from what I read I assumed you were strong. Maybe I was wrong. Stay true to yourself and fight,not give in. |
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| i posted it mainly to vent. sorry for any inconvenience it may have caused you. hell if a mod wants to delete it i have no objections, i just needed to get that off my chest. and you mistake depressant form something that depresses you. a depressent is the opposite of a stimulate, something that speeds up your system. a depressent is then something that slows down your system. |
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I'm not mistaking it, it's a fact. Alcohol is a depressant, and will make you lethargic and aggressive. Don't believe me?
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Alcohol is a drug that produces a dual effect on the body: a primary depressant effect that lasts a relatively short time, and a weaker agitation of the central nervous system that persists about six times as long as the depressant effect
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Division of Alcohol Abuse
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Alcohol is a depressant drug. Depressant drugs slow down the activity of the central nervous system
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NSW Health
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Alcohol is a depressant that slows brain activity down. While one or two drinks makes most people feel relaxed, more alcohol may cause feelings of anxiety, depression, and often aggression.
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Radford University adapted from Current Health
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Alcohol is a depressant drug and not a stimulant as many people think. It slows down the activity in the central nervous system including the brain. Depressants affect concentration and coordination, and slow the response time to unexpected situations
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Austrailian Drug Foundation |
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| If your only way of having fun is to get **** faced every chance you get you need new friends and a life. Get over yourself. |
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