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Last edited by Winter Nights : 10.02.02 at 17:58:19.
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You sure about that, son? 
Go get the cowboy boots and the Wranglers and the hat! Then tell me I'm not sex-crazed, lmao...
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Erh....Well. I know how to use rope, and I have a hat like a cowboy hat around here somewhere....but no boots...sorry.
And Yes WN, people tell me that everytime they hear my accent. I've taken to asking them if they could stay on the bronco for longer than 8 seconds...~chuckles...~
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Oldest Fogey--FFR Oldies ; n00b HQ ~ Boot Camp
Clan : Kilika 9
Current Project: Helping new people get on their feet, teaching people how to rp, and continuing in the lines of what I was doing last iteration of FFR.
Note: The RP Quizzes are postponed for the moment. Once an RP economy is set up, and I get a sponsor or RP...they will return. Otherwise, it will just be for fun.
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Rope, eh? Kinky! 
Oh sheeeez...no wonder E_E basically thinks I'm the whore of FFR. 
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Hehehe...Nah. I don't think that. Slightly confused you may be, but not a whore. Besides....Most women I knwo prefer furry handcuffs. They find rope too abrasive.
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| Nic.... You are FAR from a whore.... Believe me.... I've known my fair share of whores.... Most of which I REALLY didn't wanna know.... You're just..... a teenage girl..... Granted you have more issues than most, but that's all you are. |
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Whore eh? How much? 
If anyone's FFR's whore, it's me thank you very much. You would be suprised, I can tell you. Tis all stopped now though because I have my Mitch ;D
Jon, I've explained my theory on my feelings for love over 1000 times, probably most of them to you *dies*
So here you go FFR, this is why I tend to fall in and out of love faster than anyone else on the planet.
I do fall in love easily. I admit that and I admit that I have an longing to have someone there with me constantly. I have past issues which mean that I hate being left alone or not knowing there is someone there to catch me when I fall. This does not mean I search people out though, I've never done that. I become best friends with guys usually, since I can bond to them easier than girls. Now, when I am left alone for a long period of time by a person, my feelings for them numb so I don't get hurt. I can't explain it and I can't control it but that's what happens. The same thing happens when we don't talk much. Now, a while back, I fell in love with one of my very close friends and then he got disconnected for a month. Before he had left, he had rejected me, passing it off as a mere crush and nothing to be concerned with. My heart broke and then the this thing happened. I held on for as long as possible and tried to control the feeling but it just started to hurt. The feelings gradually started to numb until they were back down to friendly feelings of love. In the mean time I became very close to Mitch and then fell in love with him (new feelings this time though, not like any I've had before). I bet you can work the rest out from here.
Anyway, my point was, love for me is a very hard feeling to place. I know it when it comes along but you have to be careful with my heart and I. I'm a fragile person and my heart breaks very easily so whenever I get in a relationship I usually hurt someone or they hurt me. :\ Yeah so love is something I crave but hate at the same time. If you get my meaning. |
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Hmm... seems like my opinions on love have changed quite a lot... and I agree 100% with Rei on the bit where I hate and love love (lol pun intended )
It used to be that I was of the Vulcan/Borg school of thought (Star Trek), where emotions were irrelevant and efficiency is everything- emotions are most illogical and should be supressed. I have belived and lived by this for a very long time, and I still do believe in it, somewhat. Things have changed however, when I met Simone ("4" in my thread some time ago) right about last year. In the beginning, I had thought her to be a really radical and interestingly facinating girl, for she was more or less the only gothic (well, more punk than gothic) and "different" female in our school, not to mention a superior music taste Anywho, I had befriended her through music, and music is one of the things that have kept us close all this time. Since then, all kidns of things have happened, and if you've read my thread before, you'll know what I mean.
I have come to love her dearly for what she is, even moreso than I love myself. It is ironic how I used to dispise and dislike emotions before, that love is illogical and stupid, but I really am a romantic at heart (think thieves and rougishness, cunning, dashing, blah blah blah). She is everything to me, and she means far more than I can ever love myself.
I agree with Rei on many issues, on fragility and love being hard to place. The things that you love are in reality the thing that you hate the most of all... love and hate, a combination of the two is what love really is. |
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WoW@Skullcrusher.
Vyx- 60 Undead rogue.
Elsha- 60 Undead priest, RIP.
Berdine- 60 Troll warrior, RIP.
Clicky. The twist <3.
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