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My tribute says it all... So here goes...
I know you've long gone. I just found out... well... thats a lie... I found out a half year ago, and I hadn't the courage to speak. I loved you and I still do.
I know you will never read this, but damn. It was like only yesterday that we were best of friends livening up the place and chatting online everyday... Damn it, why did you have to die. You made my life seem like a heaven, even if you didn't return my feelings, we were always best of friends.
Of all the people in this cruel world, why you? The one person who loved everyone and cherished everything. The one person who still smiled through all the hardships in you life, and made everything you touch glow with love and life. The one person who had it all taken away.
This is my confession. I hate myself for not being around in the end. I'm so sorry. I was young and foolish, but it doesn't comfort you, or forgive me to make excuses. All that mattered has now passed. I know that you would probably laugh at me and what I say, but it still doesn't close the hole in my heart that bursts open whenever I think of you. You were my best friend, and I took it on myself to make you laugh and never cry; to make good things happen to you, so you could forget about the bad.
In the end, I failed. I failed as your friend and as one who loved you with every fibre of his being. I never did visit you, however, like I promised those six long years ago when we were in our prime, I will come and see you, and I will bring flowers. I will laugh by your side and cry with you. I will still do that.
I don't know if you're even in heaven, because to be honest, you outshine it's light and goodness with you heart. They must have made a new level just for you. I hope I can see you again, and then apologise properly, but for now, this is all I can offer; a feeble and pointlessly useless repayment for your love and friendship.
I'll say again what I said six years ago. I hope it reached your ears and lets you know I will always think of you and remember you, no matter what happens.
I love you, Rei Ling Wei.
I am so sorry...
~ Tariq.
Rest in Peace.
The Rose Blooms and then Fades,
But the Beauty and the Fragrance,
Are remembered Always. |
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